some days are worse than others.
some years were worse than others.
and sometimes, the only thing I can do is just draw.
Shattered Self, 2022
Numb, 2022
it's easy to feel alone in the world. I felt that way. Even surrounded by all my friends who cared about me, I felt utterly trapped and alone. I screamed through my sketchbook pages, but who was going to listen?
and sometimes, drawing wasn't enough. Writing down my feelings helped me remember them, for I knew the day would come when I asked "was it so bad?"
yes, it was.
learned helplessness, 2021
Accusations, 2021
without going into too much detail, my mental health state hasn't always been the best. There have been rough patches in my life that put my stability to the test. But I was never alone in that. Despite my deepest feelings, there was always somewhere there for me, or someone experiencing the same things.
but no one should have to feel that way or worse. we are all deserving of a life full of happiness and love.